Need a wake up call

Hey everyone, never thought I be on a Reddit page talking about this but I’m struggling to lose weight and get in shape. I want to be a firefighter and I have my academy beginning of next year and I know regardless I’m going to have to be in the best shape to pursue that. I’m not too obese but I’m pretty fucking fat but like I said I ain’t that bad, I could still see my veins and I’m pretty lean on my legs, arms, and face but it’s just my damn stomach that is so hard to lose. I know everything I need to do and know how to do everything when it comes to cutting, it’s my mindset really. I forgot to mention that many years back I used to weigh over 330 and rn I’m sitting at 250 with 20% body fat. Im having trouble just mentally pushing myself through the hunger. I would do good for like 5 days then fuck up because I think I’ve done enough. My calorie deficit isn’t too strict, I’m currently on a 2000-2200 calorie deficit. I guess my problem to me is I don’t mind busting my ass but it’s like only when I want to. I don’t know how to keep that switch on all the time. I know I could do a lot better and become greater but like i said I want to do good one day and then the next day I just completely bomb and not care. I just need help with staying motivated and driven to continue through with what I’m trying to do. I keep going back and forth. I’m sure some of you may know what I’m going through, so please anything can help. I apologize if this was confusing as shit but I’m at my wits end.

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