My mom ruins my dieting (rant)
I'm very sad and confused.
I'm trying to lose weight. I'm not perfect with it but I do count my cico and i exercise several times a week.
However my mom who is living with me now, makes me hate it.
She thinks low calorie is good, high calorie is bad. Automatically. Also she just makes up what she decides to be high or low calorie. She tells me that cheese is low calories and salmon is high.
She constantly gives advice no matter how many times I say I don't need them. She never lost more than 5lbs, her advice aren't valid IMHO.
Sometimes I break my diet. She would comment on that.
Sometimes I eat at night. She would comeht on that.
I usually eat within my calorie intake range and I'm able to eat sweets and biscuits but whenever she sees me eating one she would say that I was not going to lose weight eating sugary food.
And today she have made me cry literally. I make myself a mozzarella salad with some oil and seasoning. It was very calorie dence, which I prefer to count precisely. She asked me for to try a piece. I let her but when she asked for another one. I said that she couldn't and explained why. She started to act insulted, saying that "you can't share with your own mother!" and "5 calories won't make a difference" (It def weren't 5 calories) and the most hurtful one was "you ate at kfc last night, you weren't counting those calories, and today you suddenly are crazy about those 5 or 10 calories"
It hurt so much, I cried loudly and did bad things to myself which I'm not proud of.
What should I do? I tried talking with her, she would say "yes, i have understood" and then she does the same things.
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